What should be my reality:
Okay, I have to perform at open mic night tomorrow so I need to get my act together. Time to just listen to the songs I need to sing there (since I still don't even know all the words by heart yet). Oh and also you should probably practice your guitar, since you are playing at least one of the four songs by yourself. All of this is very needed at the moment since you do feel like you're going to puke from nerves and actually doing all of this might actually calm you down and oh you know... make you actually prepared for tomorrow night so you're not going to ditch out on this plan at the last minute due to nerves.
My actual reality:
Lets listen to some new random songs I just found on youtube and refresh facebook like there's no tomorrow....
Good god what the hell have I gotten myself into?
I'm going to be sick from all the nerves
