I'm messed haha
And am extremely procrastinating.
Spanish midterm tomorrow.
DUH DUH DUUUUUUH
It's the easiest class in the world.
that is it would be.... IF I JUST DID THE HOMEWORK
blagh
Stupid research psychology screwing up my homework schedule.
Blasphemy; all of it.
(more like stupid me for spending all that time on the group project when the rest of the group refused to do the same. blegh. I better have gotten a good grade on that damn project since it permanently screwed me over for both my spanish and biopsych classes, and potentially physics as well)
I complain a lot..... more than I should. Le sigh
All in all, I actually have a pretty good life.
I'm getting a proper education which I've managed to somehow get completely paid for thus far through scholarships.
I've got really nice teachers.
I've got friends, who I could hang out with but I choose not to because well... I'm a hermit.
I love my job, and the people I work with the all two shifts I have per week.
I'm saving up for multiple things that I wouldn't have the privilege to do if I didn't live with my parents.
Speaking of which, I've got the best support system ever. From my family to my friends, they're all there for me whenever I need help.
I've got multiple dreams. Which can be overwhelming but you know what? I've got the privilege to CHOOSE which ones I want to follow. I get to choose what I want to do with my life, and to me I think that's pretty awesome.
The most important thing of all, I've got time.
I've got time to practice
I've got time to love
I've got time to stress
I've got time to goof off
I've got time to do whatever the heck I want to do
I've got the most hectic schedule ever, but I made it that way. No one else did. I chose this. That's what I love the most.
The fact that I get to choose who I want to be and what I want to do. At any point in time I'm allowed to say no. Stop. I'm changing this. Because this is my life, these are my choices, I can do whatever the heck I want.
The freedom of choice
T'is a beautiful thing
So now, I choose to head back and do some more spanish studying and then head to bed. Because thats what I WANT to do.
While listening to the band "The 1975" that I just found thanks to creeping one of my bestfriends with amazing music taste, cough kieran talking about you cough.
