Circles

I always end up back here
In times of stress
I crave your caress

Blocking out the moon and sun,
No time has begun.
Under the covers
Hiding from the world
I'm afraid of becoming cold,

Again.

I'm afraid of circles
Circles
How do I break this cycle?
Cycle
Running on high in circles
Circles
I'm afraid of circles

Escaped the tip
Breathe through my lips
Suffocating water
I begin to stutter

Lies are woven thick and through
Lies are both me and you
Lies are wound round
We're afraid of circles

I'm afraid of circles
Circles
How do I break this cycle?
Cycle
Running on high in circles
Circles
I'm afraid of circles

I crave your caress
In times of stress
I always end up back here

State of mind

To be kind and blind,
or cold to the world.

I'll choose the first.
I'd rather be naive
than greedy with thirst.





You kept me.
Why'd you keep me?
I know nothing,
Just that you kept me.
You kept me.

"I'm a lovable mass of contradictions"

She spoke words that would melt in your hands
She spoke words of wisdom




Can I quit school and go live in Dublin so I can just walk around Grafton street and listen to all the amazing buskers everyday?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0OoPvmti-U





Or can my schooling life just be over with? I'm so done with it.





It's like this; I want to be intelligent, I want to be considered to be smart, but at the same time I have zero want to actually do the work to get it. Which I know is contradictory and hypocritical, but that's just me.

I'm a big ol' hypocrite who wants the world laid out before her on a silver platter but will not get what she wants. No matter how much I whine and moan like a child I will never get the things I want because in the end I never do the work.




Wish me luck blogger for my Spanish test today that I am completely unprepared for. Wooo.... haha

Hasta luego!

Burnt tongues

I'm an impatient eater.

I burn my tongue on a much more regular basis then the average person should.
As a child the moment my dad would buy me my timmies (I'm Canadian, eh) hot chocolate after an it's a frost bite for my toes and finger tips kind of soccer day; I would drink it instantly.

aaaaaand  burn my tongue....






Every.Single.Time.




 

You would think I would learn my lesson after a while; but no. Fourteen years later and I'm still drinking my hot chocolate instantaneously the moment it reaches my greedy little fingers.
Le sigh.

And it's not just hot chocolate! Oh no, this includes many varieties of hot food and beverages right when they come out of the oven, mircro-wave, toaster oven, tea pot, etc.

To be short,
I am an impatient child who does not learn her lesson.
Ever.




#foreverburningmytongue
wait this isn't twitter or instagram....my bad

My life at the moment

Working ~20hrs a week (3-4 days a week)
Taking 5 courses in university (5 days a week)
(bio psych, research psych, calc, physics and spanish)
Having soccer 4 days a week
Volunteering 1 day a week
Add an endless amount of homework







When do I have fun you ask?
Never.








Time to make some changes, or else it's going to be like the living hell that was last year all over again. Except this time 1000X worse.