Well I would swim but the river is so wide, and I'm scared I won't make it to the other side.

Speech pathologist?

- It doesn't involve medical school. (Thank good god...)
- Yes it involves graduate school, but that's not really all that bad is it? Almost any good paying job involves graduate school now-a-days.
- It wouldn't involve too many sciences after I get out of the first year.
- I could take as many psychology courses as I wanted to.
- I would have to take languages again, but that would be okay right?
- It pays pretty well
- My job would basically involve playing/coming up with games with little kids to help them learn how to talk.
- Whichis basically what I do on a daily basis at my moms daycare anyways.
- I've always wanted to either a) work with athletes or b) with kids and this job would full-fill one of those.

Should I do it?




I think the thing I'm scared of the most about is choosing something and not loving it completely. Or realising after all my schooling is done, that I chose the wrong profession, just because I felt like I needed to settle on something practical.

Hate that word.

I guess I'm just scared of the future in general.
I've no idea what I'm doing with my life right now, let alone what I want to do with it later.




And maybe that's a good thing? I've still got a good (hopefully) 60-80 years left in me. I haven't even lived a fifth of my life yet for goodness sake! I'm still just a little baby so no wonder why I have no clue what I should be doing, or who I even really am. I learn something new about myself on a pretty regular basis.

I'm trying to take everything as a learning curve. I don't have everything figured out, and I probably never will. But I am learning, slowly but surely, I am learning.

Sigh.
I just wanna lay in bed all day and listen to music. But alas, my psych and english exams are approaching rapidly and I'm not ready for them at all... Passenger take me away.