I have a goal

Yes, yes it is one of those generic goals that most teenagers (and frankly basically every other human being alive) obsess over.

It's to do with my weight.
No, I'm not over-weight, but I'm also not where I want to be. I'm a soccer player and as a soccer player my excess weight is hindering my stamina and my agility. Thus I have decided to set a goal weight. I have also set goal measurements for my chest, waist, and hips.

Why? Because I'm tired of not being as good of a soccer player as I know I can be if I just practiced more and was stronger/faster!

Also because I want to look good in a bikini this summer and not feel so self-conscious for once in my life, but I'm trying my hardest to not make that the priority of why I'm doing this.

However, I refuse to become one of those calorie counting crazed people. I've tried that before and it did not end well....

So, I'm just going to eat healthy food and drink tons of water, as everyone should. Try to exersize daily and attempt to not obsess over this too much. Which will probably be the hardest part of this for me seeing how I obsess over everyyyyy thing.

I guess I should go to bed now...or else I'll never have enough energy to get up early enough tomorrow and start this crazy scheme

Wish me luck!